Sunday, October 20, 2013

Confessions Of A Pessimist

I always believed that we were all born with a predestination, God has already written a story for each and everyone of us. Our stories were all predestined, the people that is going to come into our life, the things that is going to happen to us, the ups and downs that we are going to face, the places that we will be going and even the number of years that we are going to live for, all these chapters are pre attached to our very own personalized biography at birth. There are no other ways to predict what is gonna happen to us. We can only unravel the truth of our life day by day and as time goes by.
29 Years of my life and I'm still greeted by continuous surprises and ad hoc situations all the time. Some were contributing factors to my smiles while others to my tears. God has definitely planned a rough path for me, drama after drama, obstacles after obstacles, setbacks after setbacks, when will my good time starts to roll? I have seen too much defeatism, too much pessimism and too much of a negative approach and my faith is giving way. How can I regain a new direction in life? How can I smile and be happy again? How can I carry on the battle to my very last breath?

Saturday, October 19, 2013

An Unforgettable Wedding Affair... 18th October 2013

18th October 2013 was a memorable day for my bestie Chinyee and her husband Den. It's one of the coolest wedding ever that I have attended. It was held at The Coastal Settlement, a westernized fusion restaurant and I was the emcee for the night. The ambiance of the place was decorated in a cosy and vintage manner and there were vintage Vespas being displayed all over the place. I was a little nervous as it was my first time being an emcee for a wedding and I was afraid of stuttering. At 4 in the afternoon all the bridesmaids, planner and helpers all started making their way down to the venue to help out for the rehearsal to ensure everything would be done smoothly and the party could start on time. I Love everything about the wedding, from the cute little wedding favors to the vintage Ang Pao box to the Polaroid snapshot moments to the interior decor of the whole place and not forgetting the delicious food and the lovely wedding music surrounding the whole place contributed from the live band of the night by GC Live's Feng & Erick, this wedding is just very different from the traditional wedding banquet and I believed all the guests totally had a blast for the night. Here are some snapshots from the wedding last night...
Me & Medina 's Look For E Big Party
E Beautiful Area To Leave Your Footprints At This Wedding
Lovely Little Gifts Of Appreciation For Attendance 

E Vintage Letterbox For Guests To Post Their Gifts Of Token For E Newly-Wed
E Handsome Bridegroom & E Gorgerous Bride
E Magic Finger---> Makeup Artist Jeffrey Linus Lee
All E Gorgerous Guests Of E Night
E Most Sexy Guest Award... Look @ How Helpless E Groom Is?! LOL
E Beautiful Couple On Their Vespa Ride
Not To Forget A Snapshot With E Cute Keyboardist On E Gorgerous Vintage Vespa
Batchie Love

The Latecomer... LOL

From the pictures, you can roughly tell we had a good time last night! Indeed it was a lovely evening but a pity no one got wasted last night, everyone managed to walk out of the restaurant in a straight line. Boo! No matter what this wedding certainly has played a big part in one of the chapters of my life containing the most beautiful memories ever. I wish them eternal love and a blissful marriage... Hugs Bestie...

Saturday, October 12, 2013


当青春变成旧照片, 当旧照片变成回忆, 当我们终于站在分叉的路口。。。
孤独, 失望, 彷徨,残忍。。。
上帝打开了那扇, 叫做成长的大门。。。

Thursday, October 3, 2013

(M)issing (I)n (A)ction

Recently while I was surfing the net, I happened to stomp upon reports of missing people over these few years. Some were certified dead after a few years whereas some were never found. It's very sad to be reading all these articles but at the same time felt curious on those whose bodies were never found. Are they dead or just went into hiding. If they are hiding still, how and why did they do that? 
Life is getting more and more stressful nowadays and that does not only concerned monetary issues, but family, educational and love issues as well. Frankly speaking standard of living is getting higher everywhere especially in Singapore, the bills are increasing but not our salaries, what we earn is barely enough to cover our daily expenses. The rich gets richer while the poor gets poorer. On top of all these, we still need to face the risk of retrenchment, politics and layoff issues. No wonder I have started to detect spots of grey hairs on the reflection of my mirror. 
Sometimes I do have a strong urge to perform the disappearing act but I just can't leave my beloved parents behind. They are old and their health is deteriorating as the year goes by. They relied very much on me for their daily life and I feel that it is always a child's responsibility to take care of their parents. When you were a baby, they did not abandoned you no matter how stressed up they were so all the more we don't have a reason to leave them behind when they are old. I love my parents and I want them to live happily ever after till they pass on, it's the least I can do for them.
My life is dramatic and stressful, there are so many things and emotions I need to handle everyday. Frankly speaking it's pretty tiring for me that's why travelling became a way for me to get away from my actual life for a while and just be myself. It's my way of relieving one's stress as well. I have tons of friends but when I wanted to find someone to talk to, I could not think of anyone. Everybody has their own life, tied up with their own problems and difficulties and even if they are willing to listen, it doesn't mean that they are really interested and will digest every single word you say. Many times you may realized after you plucked up your greatest courage to share all your stories, you might not necessary get a solution to all your problems as well. Some might not even be listening at the end of the day. So best is to keep quiet. Chin up And Deal With It!!! Sad To Say But This Is Life, No Matter How Sad You Are, Sometimes You Still Have To Put Up A Smile In Front Of Everyone And Get On With Your Life!!!

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

超級偶像8 楊涵琁 - 追

Another contestant that caught my eyes. She has the warmth of a naturally charismatic person especially when she is dealing with emotional love songs. She can be both a good looking man and as well as a passionate woman. 帅惨了!!!

超級偶像8 陳詩妤 - 荒唐

She is one of my favorite in 超級偶像8. Totally impressed with the way she sing... Can't believe she is only 15!